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So it’s been a while since the last post, so let’s start off with a review!

Instead of previous reviews that were limited mostly to games, I was given the option to review a Pilot Hi-Tec C Gel Ink Pen over the past few weeks.  As I am still in pharmacy school, there’s quite a bit of writing – though most of our notes are digital now – so it gives me plenty of opportunities to try out this pen.

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The Pilot Hi-Tec C is really lightweight compared to my typical writing instruments (e.g. Uni-Ball α-gel pencils), giving it a very free feel to it.  This increased the amount of time it took before my hand started to feel tired.  It did take some getting used to for me, however.  The narrow diameter of the pen gave me a little difficulty since I’ve been using wider pens for years.  However, it can be taken elsewhere easily due to its size (I keep it with my Kindle now).

The feel of the pen on the paper is a factor a lot of people take into account before buying into a pen.  I don’t use anything over 0.5mm, so this is something that concerns me quite a bit.  For some thinner pen nibs, the pen will scratch into the fibers of the paper and eventually collect so much that it becomes a hindrance in keeping a neat line.  They usually will start building an inability to roll smoothly and consistently.  However, in this particular pen, I am absolutely satisfied.  The pen – despite the thin nib – glides easily across the paper with neat lines, allowing for my rather thin script to appear fairly clear, which I’m sure is a relief for my professors and possibly my patients.  It’s surely a relief for me, as now I can actually read my notes using the Hi-Tec C without having to use print.

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One thing I should also note is that the ink dries fairly quickly.  Having a left-handed artist for a friend, I occasionally see her smudge ink on paper when she’s working with pen unless she contorts herself in an unnatural manner to not smear the ink.  I try to keep this in mind when I try out new pens so I can sometimes suggest some for her, and I can say this one would be pretty handy for the lefties out there.

I’ll be honest. When I was out and about in Hong Kong and Japan, I saw a lot of this particular model of pen, but never really gave a second thought to it. The cost of the individual pens there were around where I might pay for a pack of BIC pens (which I find uncomfortable to write with and have failed me many times in the past). Over the course of trying out the Hi-Tec C, I’m regretting that I judged it prematurely.

This particular pen is US$3.30 on Jet Pens, so it’s not particularly expensive, and if you buy enough over there, it’s free shipping, so I definitely encourage trying it out!

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This was on today. One thing that struck me was the “Asian Poker Face”, which apparently garnered the attention of others thinking that they were angry all the time just because they didn’t smile all the time since it’s considered crazy rather than friendly if you are smiling all the time in certain cultures.
I had this happen too many times.  It’s rather frustrating when you’re having an actually nice day and you’re accused of being angry and they won’t accept any other possibility.

As if it weren’t bad enough that my patients don’t trust me because I look too young to them.
Speaking of which, I found myself guilty of judging people as crazy for smiling too much. Especially Asians. Example would be the State Farm commercial they have on TVB.  They’re either retarded or crazy.  I highly doubt you have to be raised the way I was to think that.  (Also, they sound heavily ABC – American Born Chinese – here)

Despite my background, however, the measure of success I was taught was not just about the grades that I get in school; it was also measured by the people I know.  It was, however, difficult for me to understand what I kept doing wrong while trying to get to know people despite doing my best to be congenial.  Rather, according to this, I am led to believe it’s due to others not being able to understand me.  So either I have to learn to adapt to this, or the country needs to adapt.  Both are difficult, but it’s likely easier for me to adapt than to wait for all my possible patients or contacts to adapt to me.

Of course, as I mentioned, it’s difficult, especially since it has followed me through all of my youth.  I’ve heard some professionals claim that it’s near impossible for one to change one’s personality or behaviour once they pass the age of 21.  I fall under this category.  I intend to beat those odds, but I’m not quite sure where to start. After all, no one tells me when I’m doing something right…


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Despite numerous disasters that happened in my lifetime, few were able to cause me to be concerned enough to be constantly checking for updates.  One was Tropical Storm Alison, which struck my hometown while I was overseas. Another was Hurricane Katrina, which caused devastation to neighboring state of Louisiana (and consequently an influx of refugees to my state and city).  The most recent is the Sendai Earthquake (東北地方太平洋沖地震) off the northeastern coast of Japan estimated by the U.S. Geological Survey at 9.0 on the Richter Scale.

The Great Hanshin Quake (阪神淡路大震災) in 17 January 1995 – though devastating and within my lifetime – did not have quite the effect as this one, possibly because I did not actually know anyone in Japan personally.  This time, a friend of mine who studied here in the States with me in high school (and later attended Waseda University 早稲田大学) that I still keep sporadic contact with is living there.

The day of the quake, I could not fall asleep and thus decided to check Twitter when I caught wind of the quake as well as the ensuing tsunami.  At around 03:00 CST, I found a live feed from the NHK which showed a massive wave spreading over the land, leaving devastation in its wake.  Dread came upon me, and I tried to contact my friend.  Of course, he wouldn’t respond until much later, but the concern kept me glued to the constant surge of updates on the event.  The unending devastation – the earthquake, the aftershocks, the tsunami, the nuclear threat, etc. – brought out thoughts and feelings I still find difficult to put into words.  As one who has travelled and seen the beauty of the countryside and the country itself twice, I was appalled to see the results of the tsunami taking place.

Examples of the destruction that ensued from the quake can be viewed here.

Many at this point were unaccounted for or possibly dead.  Then someone collected a bunch of posts from Facebook and posted it on Twitter here.  I don’t think I’ve ever been as furious at people as the period of time that followed immediately after reading that post.  I don’t think people remember Hiroshima or Nagasaki which ended the Pacific Theatre against Japan.  After reconstruction, Japan is one of our biggest allies in the East Asian region.  There is nothing to “get them back” for.  I’m not saying that the deaths of our people here in the States should be forgotten, but neither should those of our former enemy and current ally.  Furthering bloodshed or hatred only continues that circle.  There was also the incident with the troll who posted a video thanking God for the tragedy that struck.  I’m normally alright with trolling, but in this instance it was tasteless. No international disaster should be made into such a horrid “joke”.  Also, the way it was portrayed as well as how far it travelled only served to worsen the international image of us Americans and Christians.  It is no wonder that the international community or those who are not Christians tend to view us as dislikable.

By then, I began to lose faith in humanity once again (seems like it fades away pretty easily for me, huh?).  But then, a friend of mine linked me to a collection of Twitter posts from that someone translated.  Here are some of my favourites:

* 段ボールに感動
http://twitter.com/aquarius_rabbit/status/46213254376210432
ホームで待ちくたびれていたら、ホームレスの人達が寒いから敷けって段ボールをくれた。いつも私達は横目で流してるのに。あたたかいです。
Card board boxes
Thank you! It was cold and I was getting very weary waiting forever for the train to come. Some homeless people saw me, gave me some of their own cardboard boxes and saying “you’ll be warmer if you sit on these!” I have always walked by homeless people pretending I didn’t see them, and yet here they were offering me warmth. Such warm people.

* パン屋
http://twitter.com/ayakishimoto/statuses/46403599743451136
昨日の夜中、大学から徒歩で帰宅する道すがら、とっくに閉店したパン屋のおばちゃんが無料でパン配給していた。こんな喧噪のなかでも自分にできること見つけて実践している人に感動。心温まった。東京も捨てたもんじゃないな。
The bakery lady
There was a small bread shop on the street I take to go to school. It has long been out of business. But last night, I saw the old lady of the shop giving people her handmade bread for free. It was a heart-warming sight. She, like everyone else, was doing what she could to help people in a time of need. Tokyo isn’t that bad afterall!

* 日本ってすごい
http://twitter.com/tksksks/statuses/46403815397801984
日本って凄い。官僚も民間も、皆で助けようとしてる。トラックの運転手も有志で物資運んでるらしいし、東北の交通整備をヤクザさんがやってるという話も聞いた。最近、日本に対して誇りを持てないことが続いていたけれど、そんなことない。日本は凄い国だ。素直に感動してる。日本国の皆さん頑張ろう!
Japan is a wonderful nation!
Both the government and the people, everyone is helping one another today. There are truck drivers helping evacuees move. I even heard that the “yakuza” (gangsters, organized crime groups) are helping to direct traffic in the Tohoku region! There have been many recent developments that have made me lose my sense of pride in my country, but not anymore. Japan is an amazing place! I’m just simply touched. Go Japan!

* 声をかけること
http://twitter.com/RUMI88LoL/statuses/46342599149240320
昨日、裏の家の高1になるお兄ちゃんに感動した。 家に1人で居たらしく、地震後すぐ自転車で飛び出し近所をひと回り。 【大丈夫ですか―――!?】と道路に逃げてきた人達にひたすら声掛けてた。あの時間には老人や母子しか居なかったから、声掛けてくれただけでもホッとしたよ。 ありがとう。
A strong voice
Yesterday, I was impressed and touched by the actions of my neighbor’s 13-year-old-boy. He was home alone when the earthquake hit. But instead of hiding, as soon as the earthquake quieted down, he jumped on his bicycle and road around the block repeatedly shouting at the top of his voice, “Is everyone alright? Is everyone okay?” At the time, there were only women and children and the elderly in the homes. I cannot describe how comforting it was just to hear a strong voice asking if I was okay. Thank you!

* いつでも買える
http://twitter.com/7474529/status/46565903520907264
今日、募金箱に金髪にピアスの若い兄ちゃんが万札数枚入れていた。そしてその友人に「ゲームなんていつでも買えるからな」と言っていたのが聞こえて私含め周りの人達も募金していた。人は見た目じゃないことを実感した。そんなお昼でした。 この話感動しました。
Goth youth
A goth youth with white hair and body piercings walked into my store and shoved several hundred dollars (several tens of thousands of yen) into the disaster relief fund donation box. As he walked out, I and people around me heard him saying to his buddies, “I mean, we can buy those games anytime!” At that, we all opened our wallets and put our money into the donation box. Really, you cannot judge people by their appearances.

More of these stories can be seen here.

As a student of a health-care profession, I wish to help in any way possible.  Of course, it isn’t quite possible for me to travel over there to help for multiple reasons.  Currently, I’m spreading whatever news I can find on the topic.  Also, within the Cultural Diversity Committee, I (along with several classmates) am pushing for a fundraiser and/or item collection to aid in the relief effort.

For those of you that may not be around for that, there are different ways that you can pitch in yourself:

Microsoft organized some support and also included several links to different places you can support or help.  These groups include NetHope, The American Red Cross, World Vision, Save the Children, International Medical Corps, Mercy Corps, and AidMatrix.  Another organization I found is Second Harvest.

Please help in whatever way you can. No one deserves to live through disasters such as these.

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I love it when they try to “comment” on older posts that are obsolete and try to say it’s “great info that they’ll take into account” and junk like that.

It makes it soooo much easier to clean out my comment queue.

An old friend and next-door neighbour of mine recently started up a new blog in a new venture.  She’s creating original, handcrafted jewelry and special requests are accepted.  If you are at all interested in jewelry, please check it out at http://adorningcreation.wordpress.com/

All proceeds will be going towards paying for her tuition and for her family (which saw a new addition less than half a year ago!).

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So I’m moving to Kingsville for pharmacy school now.  Mostly excited, since it’s a new start, and another step towards my goal, but at the same time, frightening.  I haven’t been away from Houston for longer than a month at a time since I moved here as a kid.  I’m so accustomed to big city/suburb life that I’m not sure how difficult it will be to adjust to small town/suburb life.  I’ll manage somehow.  At least there will be fewer distractions, or so I hope.

I seem to have more to bring up this time than when I used to dorm up at UH.  I think it’s probably the thought that I’m not coming back every weekend that’s causing this.  I don’t think I ever realized how much… stuff… I owned.  Most of which are things that invoke old memories with friends and family.  It reminds me exactly how blessed and fortunate to have met all those I have met in the past 21 years of my life.  To those of you that fall into the above category, you have my sincere thanks and gratitude.

The most common question I’ve gotten in the past month was “So what were you up to for the last few months/weeks? It’s like you disappeared off the face of the Earth after school ended!”

For those I didn’t have a chance to answer, I’m sorry.  To make it up, here’s a short recapitulation:

1) I went to San Antonio with Cougar Kendo to volunteer for the AUSKF Iaido Camp.

2) Went to Las Vegas with family for my father’s birthday, Fathers’ Day, and the HP Tech Forum.

3) Went to Lake Charles with a few friends in celebration of our turning 21.

I could elaborate more, but honestly, it’s 2 AM. I have seven hours before driving.  I really should sleep :/

Hi all,

In regards to the blog I referred to earlier, I decided to set up the subdomain rather than merge the posts together.  I’d rather the blog be able to stand alone as a separate entity for those interested in applying to the Texas A&M Health Science Center Irma Lerma Rangel College of Pharmacy.

The blog can be found at http://tamhscpharm.the-blue-haven.com for now.  If there comes a time when TAMHSC wishes me to change the subdomain for reasons of association, then I will update you on both sites.

In regards to this site itself, the main page will link to both this blog and that one.  I’ve also given this blog a facelift (though the theme itself is not my own).  It’s a lot sharper and works better with the computers of today.

So apparently Mochahost renewed my domain for a year without me realizing, so I guess this is still up.  I might just continue with this site after all.

I guess since the last post, quite a bit has changed.

I joined Cougar Kendo, nearly finished the large form for Yang style Tai-Chi, and finished my undergraduate years.  I will be moving to Kingsville, Texas soon in order to continue my education at the Texas A&M Health Science Center Irma Lerma Rangel College of Pharmacy.  Considering that this is a relatively new school, I realize that not too many people know of its existence, and those in undergraduate who do know of it, may have a lot of questions about the school.  Because of this, I’m thinking I might start anew by blogging about my experiences at the Rangel College of Pharmacy.  I’m in the middle of setting up a new sub-domain, but I might just end up blogging here in the end.  I just don’t want to mesh the personal blogging with the CoP blogging.

So ever since Vista came out, I’ve been a cynic of anything Microsoft, ranging from their Zune (and rightly so) to the XBOX 360 (which I actually consider pretty good if not for the fact that they still haven’t fixed the red ring of death).  Software-wise though, I still considered their solutions pretty good (I.E. Visual Studio Suite & Office).  When I got notification about Windows 7 from my friend, I was skeptical, but later decided to go ahead with it.  Of course, the problem is I just switched to a Pavilion dv5 (heretofore known as Piekno) from an old Presario M2000 (which was handed over to my mother).  However, I was not willing to test anything on my primary computer, not when I had just finally got things settled on Vista (bulky operating system it is…).  However, I still have two desktop computers (One Shiori and Makoto).

Firstly, let me explain the machine I decided to test the beta on (Shiori).  She was a pet project in my freshman year of high school with help from my uncle and my father.  She has an 80 GB IDE hard disk (of which only 17.18 is partitioned for Windows, the rest is file storage, Ubuntu, and a swap partition), a 1.67 GHz AMD Athlon XP processor, 1 GB SDRAM and an ATI RAGE 128 PRO graphics card (old, right?).  Seeing as this is now 6 year old hardware, it’s no surprise that the Vista Upgrade Advisor didn’t give me a good result for her.  I have been running Windows XP Professional on it since… until recently, when I installed the Beta… successfully.

I installed the beta on Shiori almost without problems, with one exception: my motherboard’s sound device was not recognized by the Beta, which is no surprise, since it wasn’t detected in XP either.  After I located the driver and installed it, she ran quite fit as a fiddle.  First thing one would notice would be the interface (Actually, the fact it was a betta fish on a Beta test made my day).  The taskbar seems similar enough to Vista.  In fact, the start menu is pretty much the same.  The only difference comes with the indicators for windows on the taskbar and the notification icons.  The notification icons now have an extendable balloon rather than expanding on the taskbar itself.

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It also did not close after a few seconds, making it easier to locate what I needed.  The windows on the taskbar are somewhat reminiscent of the dock used in Mac OSX.  Under normal circumstances, I like that sort of organisation method, but the problem is that I want my buttons smaller to make use of my screen real-estate.  At that point, it mattered not whether I moved my taskbar to the left of the screen (like I usually do) or left it at the bottom of the screen.

So then comes the question, did my graphics card have anything to do with my experience?  It’s likely.  The Windows Experience Index (which you’ll likely have encountered when looking at system properties in Vista) has been extended to a scale of 1.0 to 7.9.  Shiori scored a 1.0 in the base score simply because of my ATI Rage 128 Pro (FAIL) card.  I could not beta test the newer Aero, but there are still quite a few choices to customize the display nonetheless:

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Looking at the task manager, I find that there are hardly any processes going on in the background (services maybe, but no processes).  Of the processes that existed, they were much more compact than their Vista counterparts.  For comparison, a fresh start of an untouched Vista gives me around 60% RAM usage (on Piekno, who has 4GB) compared to the 50% RAM usage on a 1 GB computer using Windows 7.

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This might account for how smooth the system seems to run (much smoother than older operating systems on a much older computer).

I think, really, that Windows 7 isn’t much of a new operating system, to be blunt.  If I were still in high school doing analogies on the SAT, it would go like this…

Windows 7:Vista::Windows 2000:Windows ME

I think as far as marketing goes though, the hype going through the beta testers will do Microsoft much good, and perhaps the redemption of the upcoming Windows 7 will win back the user base Microsoft lost to Apple in recent years.  It is still far too soon to say, but there’s a lot of promise in this operating system.

Advances against Vista in Windows 7 are quite apparent.  In the Start Menu, if there’s a program that is used to open files, rolling over them for a bit will show recent files opened in that program, which can be useful sometimes if you forget what you were last working on.  Even PAINT gets a makeover:

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Gadgets are also no longer limited to the sidebar.  The process is still under sidebar.exe, but it takes significantly less space on RAM as well:

gadget-placement

Next time, I will be attempting to connect a few devices to try Windows 7′s new connection functions.

Work in Progress

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As the title says, the page is once again in the state of "Work in Progress."  This is a theme found on the official WordPress site, so I cannot make any claims of creation here, but I will have to go through a few things to customize it to my site, at which point, it will be a theme BASED on someone else’s theme.

 

Main things to address: The image gallery is unavailable to view with this current setup.  It can be accessed HERE: http://the-blue-haven.com/main/theimagegallery/  However, I have not updated it, and likely will not for the forseeable future.  I may do so in summer when I’m not pressed for time.

 

The individual pages appear glitchy, and I will have to work with that by looking at the exact call line on the comments.php file.